Hi I really don't like my xanga anymore. I think I might shut it down.

This is my cyworld.

http://us.cyworld.com/MYheartISaGUITAR

go there to still roll with me.

I don't know.. mabye I will just have a lil fun with this site..

SO CONFUSED!

Hi, this is Miley Cyrisucs... I don't like her at all. However, this copy cat video cracks me up. Hear it is!

I am so busy working on my career and book. Don't have a lot of time. For fun I'd like to show you my schudle:

-8 AM Walk (Tues, Thurs, Sat.)

- 10-11 Working,

- 1 PM music practice.

-3 PM Excerise Hour Swim.

-1 AM to 2 :45 AM Working on book, Cuz I can't sleep.

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Dymanic Schudle... you have to see my Wedsday one... god!

I am trying to make a windows laptop a mac... I am downloading torrents... won't be done until like forever!!

Today was pretty okay. I chilled and worked on my book. I need to get a new iPod. I really want iPod Touch! It rocks, I travel so I could update my Xanga A lot!!!! Check my webmail and stuff like that a lot. I just am not sure. Apple iPods seem to crash a lot! Way too muchhhhhh!!!!!!!!! Then touch looks so cool... sitting there waiting for a young developer to pick it up and give it lots of attention. What ever! I am listing to MONKEY MAJIKS MORNING EVENING. It rocks, even if you can't understand korean - english songs you should listen (korean and english are both in this song.) That is why I am in love with it. I guess korean music is becomeing my new fave.

Well c u!

I was getting over my uncle at the wedding last night. He cursed at me again today and I ran out of the room. I cam back and he apoligised, and I said yeah what ever! I am eating with them tongiht ahhh.

Everyone says I have a boyfriend. I don't I am single okay!!! AHHHHHHHHH! You freaks at the wedding make me crazy! We don't talk anymore. There never was anything......(mabye....) IDK.

I will tell u more later!

Today the Fourth of July is gloomy. I want it to rain and rain. I feel left out. I don't know why. I just need something... I can't think of what.. a part of me is missing. It's not my heart. I don't even have one anymore. You shattered it pretty well . I still fell sad, but I smile anyway. Yet you look at me still across the room. Do I love you? I am really not sure. I miss you to death, I can say that. Then there is no way, I can love you. It would just be wrong... but then... mabye it's right. Who knows? I don't know I can say that much!

I slept so late. I was up all night. Some jerk was doing fire works. I wish I didn't have to see my uncle over the weekend. I hate him. I really do. If you are reading this, your sister Suszanne and I were hopeing you would leave us all alone. You betrayed us too many times. If you come back to town again after this, you better start running. I don't care how much money you have, Vince, how much it would benefit me. I don't need you, I don't love you, I hate you, We hate you, We are not sorry okay? I am crying now. Crying for you, you don't realise you are hurting your daughters future. She can wait 3 more years to drink okay.? I am not the one who was in Rehab 6 times. Okay! Just stop. All your money is killing you. You are killing me. I will never love you. I will only feel sorry for Diane and Angela, and those around you. You need to get a life, leave us alone or die.

I am sorry I seem like a bitch but I am telling the truth! We all are.

I hate living against everyone. I only have a few people I will trust. I can't let you love me either.

Vince, Vince, Vince, the devil will love to meet you, oh you too will be best friends~!~~

Today I went swimming again!!!HAHA! I made a daring decision. An ex-best friend of mine has fallen off the face off the earth. I haven't spoken to him in forever. It seems like he has been going online for the 3 mintue intervals 3 times a day. I sent him an offline im with my email. I just said are you okay where are u and that kind of stuff and some stuff about how i am. I gave him  my email and just said email me because when we im we both don't think before we speak and get kind of depressed. I just hope to god he is okay, he was so good to me. Until the dark day when I learned the truth. He hasn't apolgised but, that's okay, everyone said he seems sorry and is kind of shy to say he made a mistake. Then others say that he regrets  everything and is sick of having awkard feelings. I don't know I am in the middle. I miss the whole friend thing. Like I used to have so much fun, now we look at each other, talk a little, and walk away. It's killing me!!! I just wish I could just reset everything but I can't. That way I'd at least know if he is okay. He is quite the dare devil. (For all I know, he could be jumping out of a plan right now lol!)

Where are you. Even if we arn't as close as before...

I am so mad! I got this camara and it's broken!!!! I went to the mall and got a dress for a wedding I am going to. I went swimming for a few hours. Now it should begin to rain soon. Well c yeah.

 Stupid Stinking Camara!

Today I hung out with some friends. That was cool. Photo's Will arive tommorow. That is when I get my camara. I can't wait. I changed the song, chasing cars just began to depress me. I will probablaty change it soon, again. I am so tired. Well g2g...

(Correction) photos will be on Saturday! :[